An insight into the mind of one of the most fucked up people you have the chance to know. And a place for you to hear me rant or tell you cool things (you know you want to!)

Friday, October 29, 2004

Guess who's back, back again?

Well well well, it's been a *really* long time since my last blogging...it's not that I've forgotten or gotten bored of it...it's simply that a lot has happened and well, I didn't have the energy to write it all down and whatever. However, I've "back-blogged" everything since last week, so simply scroll down to read history. I've blogged everything today assuming you will start at last Friday, or else you'll be really lost.

Today was a wonderful day...I think my sleeping problems are over...I woke up at 11:30 again, which means I missed my math class...I called Caro so she'd call me back, she came to my house and played with my new Lego, and then we went out till 7PM. That was pretty cool!

I'm currently at Smallville Season 3! I've finished Episode 2, which is the end of the Season Premiere. Clark blew off Lana again, sigh...I have a feeling I'll hate Lois Lane in Season 4.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

C'est organique!

Last night I prayed to get a good grade in the organic chemistry exam, then I set all my alarm clocks at max volume and protected them to wake me up... result, I woke up at 8:30, and all the alarms were turned off by themselves and not at the place where I left them. I was really scared...but I went to school and was able to do the exam at 11:30 instead. The good news? Because I woke up late, I had 2 more hours to study, and that let me find out that complex NMR splitting was in the exam, which I hadn't looked at. Because I reviwed everything, I was able to get at least 3 points more in the exam (3/30 = 10%). I guess fate has its own ways.

After the exam, I stayed a bit with Caro at school and then I finally bought the Lego I wanted. The Millenium Falcon, from the Star Wars Commemorative Edition. I've finished building it and it looks extremely cool!

I've ordered the computers Julien ordered, and I've also added on MSN my seller associate from my distributor. He seems like a really nice guy, and I was able to make my first order (for Wayne's hard-drives). I ordered Julien's computers from the other place, and they should be here on Monday or Tuesday.

As for Smallville, I'm on the way on finally finishing Season 2. I'm glad Clark and Lana are finally going out together, but I know it won't last.

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Physics Lab

I forgot to do my physics lab last night, but I was able to do it today...15 minutes after english, and 45 minutes after gym. It was a short one so I wasn't too worried. In gym we started the Squash Tournament ladder, and I was beat (by 2 points) by the weird Chinese dude called Lok. He's a Chinese version of EIM's Eddy. Then during the lab we had a problem session and quiz, and once again I got 10/10. I'm so good in Physics this semester it's not even funny :P

I've done some more merging from the HEAD ReactOS Tree into my branch, and there's another patch I'll have to make for HEAD for this to work.

I wasn't able to see Caro very much today :(

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Smallville Review

I finally finished SmallVille Season 1 today...and I made a little review (this is from an MSN chat log, so sorry for syntax):

"u know why i like it..its kinda like...rejected boy tries to get azn girl who already has a bf
it kind of appeals to me LOL
all these people are telling me how smallville is about
values, superman, wtv..
no! its abt stealing a chick!
and clark kent, SUCKS at it
he could REALLY use some profreshanal help

rule number one:
when the chick is trying to french kiss u, u dont chicken out just cause her bf's dad is dying in the hospital
wouldnt u agree?
carpe diem for god's sake

rule number two...that rich guy who seems to be "helping" you steal ur crush and pretends to be ur best friend
well, he wants her too.

and finally
most importantly
rule number three
if u can fucking fly, run at the speed of light and are immune to bullets
take ur crush into the clouds, fuck her like no man ever will, and shell never even remember she has a bf"

if I were superman, THATS how i'd get lara lane"

Apart from that, school was really boring...Math and Physics went as usual, and I didn't go to Humanities because I was really tired. I wish I had stayed till 4PM for Caro though...I felt really bad to leave.

Monday, October 25, 2004

Sleeping issues

Something really weird happend to me today...even though all my alarm clocks were set at 6:45, I only woke up at 10:30...which is really weird. Needless to say, that means I missed English, and since I didn't want to come 1 hour late in Math, I also missed that one. I came to school at 1:15, just in time for the Organic Chemistry Lab, where we did IR/NMR problems in preparation for the lab.

I've also started watching the last episodes of Smallville Season 1...they finally got better....oh and since I became very addicted to it, I asked Bob to bring them to me at my mailbox...but my mom took the DVDs I put in there for him back...so I'll have to meet him later to give them to him.

I saw Caro at 4PM and left with her home, and that was always cool.

Sunday, October 24, 2004

Lazy bum

To keep it simple...today I've slept, chatted with Caro, worked on Albo Computing's Website, and watched lots and lots of SmallVille. It's Sunday so I don't feel like blogging.

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Party

Today I went to Bob's house for another one of our cool Gaming Sleepovers. We had XBOX, Computer, all the latest hottest games, TV, DVD, music, laptop and lots of beer. It was one hell of a night, especially sleeping in a basement with only one mattress. Bob hated his, so I invited him onto mine...I think Caroline would've laughed her ass off to see Bob and I on the same mattres sleeping super close to each others, tight in our covers.

I've also seen the first Episode of Smallville and I'm taking the first DVD home to watch.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Caroline's Essay

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[M]o.o.d: 100% Sick
[L]i.s.t.e.n.i.n.g. [T].o: Canon in D
[S]t.u.p.i.d [T].h.i.n.g: Forgetting to bring the essay.
[S]m.a.r.t [T].h.i.n.g: Using my skills to recover it.
[L]i.k.e.d: Seeing Caro with the cute scarf I bought her.
[D]i.s.l.i.k.e.d: Being sick.
[G]o.o.d [C].l.a.s.s: Organic Lab/English/Math
[B]a.d [C].l.a.s.s: None
[M]: No. [T]: 0
[T]o.d.a.y's [M].e.s.s.a.g.e: "If it won't open, crack it"
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Today was a very exciting day...!!!

So I go to English Class where we watch a movie....then..I suddently remember...shit! Caroline's essay! I had printed it thsi time, but left it at home. So after the movie ends, I rush out to the library to log into my g-mail account, where I had sent a backup copy.

Surprise surprise, it was in OPENOFFICE format... I then proceed on trying to find an OpenOffice viewer, but it needed Java.... another 7MB (15 minutes) download later, the java installer is ready..it runs..then it says it needs admin privileges. Bummer.

I run upstairs to the computer room, where we have admin privileges... After 30 minutes after which Java installs...the application can't actualyl read the new 6.0 format. I then spent 15 minutes on google finding an onlien conversion software. I convert it to DOC, but then the server crashes and is unable to send me the converted file...joy.

I then try my luck with abiword, another 5MB, plus the OO plugin pack, anoter 2MB. It installs, all the plugins load, except the one to load OO files, beause it only runs on Linux. WEEE!!!

At this point, my nerves are reaching their limit....it's been since 10AM that I'm trying to open this file, and it's now almost 11h15, and I'm 45 minutes late for class. I finally decide to open the file by hand. Being a computer hacker/programmer, I instantly notice the ZIP header. I open the file with winzip, and I now have 6 XML files, one of which is named content.XML. Joy for open source software! XML is human-readable. I open the file in Wordpad, strip out the formatting tags, and re-created them as Word tags.

I open the file in Word, and it's all there perfectly fine. I email it to myself, rush back down to the library..it's now 11h30... some stupid girl is recopying on a piece of paper an entire 5 page poem...she's at page 2. I act like an asshole an d keep coughing behind her to make her realize theres a computer RIGHT NEXT TO HER that she can use (only this one has a printer). She finally gets the point, I print the essay out, and rush upstairs to the locker to see Caroline just about to leave... I give her the essay and go to class.

Because I had went to the Morning Friday class, the hour of math I missed was the one extra I had done Friday, so I didn't miss a single thing :)

Then I had the Organic Lab, where we made Aspirin. I had a 44% yield, the highest ever, and a purity of 2 melting point difference (around 98-99%).

I'm still very sick however.

I also added extreme debugging to SPAMfighter OE and it now perfectly works inder Windows 9x/Me.

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Whew

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[M]o.o.d: 100% Wasted
[L]i.s.t.e.n.i.n.g. [T].o: In need of a new song...
[S]t.u.p.i.d [T].h.i.n.g: Nothing
[S]m.a.r.t [T].h.i.n.g: New SFOE 9x Fix + ROS Fix
[L]i.k.e.d: Getting more work done.
[D]i.s.l.i.k.e.d: Didn't go out.
[G]o.o.d [C].l.a.s.s: None.
[B]a.d [C].l.a.s.s: None.
[M]: No. [T]: 0
[T]o.d.a.y's [M].e.s.s.a.g.e: "What differentiates us from apes is that we learn from the mistakes of others"
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Whew, ReactOS finally built with the new KPCR. After 6 hours of tedious work...also, ntoskrnl finally started building with the new headers. By tomorrow I hope to make it all work with them.

We've also started something called "The Branch", in which we will fix the most highly broken features: Thread scheduling, APC, DPC, etc.

In the SPAMfighter front, I'm happy to say that I've fixed the block bug, and now it all works perfectly (Except clean folder that I have to test)..

I am however sick..I have a flu, my nose is runny, and it's pissing the hell out of me.

Today's thought ot fhe day is archived in a log, I'll post the link to it tomorrow.
Oh, I also started working on my computer store's e-store interface..it looks pretty nice. I'll post a link to it tomorrow as well.

I didn't go out downtown with Caro at all this week, so that kinda sucks...but she has a lot of work and I understand that.

See yall.

Thursday, October 14, 2004

SFOE 9X!

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[M]o.o.d: 100% Happy
[L]i.s.t.e.n.i.n.g. [T].o: Di.FM Trance Stream
[S]t.u.p.i.d [T].h.i.n.g: Nothing
[S]m.a.r.t [T].h.i.n.g: SFOE 9x Fix
[L]i.k.e.d: Short day of classes..
[D]i.s.l.i.k.e.d: Nothing
[G]o.o.d [C].l.a.s.s: Gym/English.
[B]a.d [C].l.a.s.s: None.
[M]: Yes. [T]: 1
[T]o.d.a.y's [M].e.s.s.a.g.e: "God did not play dice with the universe" - Albert Einstein
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Well, after much work, I've managed to fix the bug that was messing up SPAMfighter OE under Windows 98/Me. I stubmbled into another one, but I should be able to fix it as well tonight. This is great news, as it gets me closer to completition of the project. I've also implemented around 30 new Kernel functions insode ReactOS, and noticed a lot of problems that will have to be tackled. Sometimes, ROS bores me, so I work on SFOE, and vice-versa...it really helps me mentally.

Apart from that, today was a really short day, with English Oral Presentations and 1 hour discussion, and then 1 hour of gym. There was no Physics Lab, so I went to my office where I do volunteering and installed Windows Server 2003 and set up my office, plus prepared for next week's work.

Oh yes, I've decided that instead of just telling people what happened to me today, I will also post some of my random thoughts.

PS. Kerry kicked Bush's ass tonight for a third time in a row.

Today's Food for Thought: Life outside our planet.

It seems to me that a vast majority of people and scientits have a fixation on whether there is life outside our planet, or more accurately, solar system. Similary, the question also arises on the fact if life existed even here, in our own solar system, eons ago.

For a variety of reasons, I don't think that "Is there life outside Earth" is the right question to ask. The right question to ask is "Are we alone?", and the earth-shattering result should be the "Yes", not the "No".

To me, it really doesn't matter if there's life outside Earth. Why not? Beause we probably
1) Can't communicate with them because they are too far
2) They might already be extinct since any radio signal or visual signal we could get from them would be up to millions of years in the past.

Also, statistically, it doesn't seem that inplausible that in a quasi-infinite space, the possibiity of molecules appearing giving rise to DNA has happened in other places. According to the most recent experiments on what is called "spontaneous apparition", the chances of H, C, O and N forming DNA/life are 10^173. So if there are more then 10^173 systems containing some of those chemicals (even 3 out of 4 is OK at the beginning), then life is a statiscal possibility. Now certainly, many would argue that there aren't more then 10^173 systems in the universe. There are barely that many atoms. However, I think the calculations done on this aren't entirely valid, because they limit everything to the strictness of how life developper, _here_, on Earth. Life is defined as anything that is "Self-replicating" and capable of "Self-support". It doesn't even need Carbon (Silicon can replace it), or DNA, or RNA. So it seems like common sense, that somewhere out there, life exists (note, I'm not saying intelligent life at, or above our level).

However, if it turns out that the answer is NO, that we are unique, I believe that raises many more philosophical questions... it makes the whole randomness theory become improbable, and makes life on Earth unique...and it's always hard to justify uniqueness using rational, scientific thoughts. But as Einstein said, "God did not play dice with the universe"

Monday, October 11, 2004

X_X

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[M]o.o.d: 100% Burned out
[L]i.s.t.e.n.i.n.g. [T].o: Supertux Theme Music
[S]t.u.p.i.d [T].h.i.n.g: The Mess!!
[S]m.a.r.t [T].h.i.n.g: Headers moving on...
[L]i.k.e.d: Nothign...
[D]i.s.l.i.k.e.d: The Mess!!
[G]o.o.d [C].l.a.s.s: None.
[B]a.d [C].l.a.s.s: None.
[M]: Yes. [T]: 2
[T]o.d.a.y's [M].e.s.s.a.g.e: "Vive le Ministere de l'EduQation!"
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Wazaaa....

I'm quite a bit mentally dead tonight...weekend was pretty tiring and a lot of stuff are going on.

Friday, I managed to go see Shark Tale because the physics lab was only 15 minutes long. The movie was pretty funny, but it lacked the magic of Nemo.

Saturday, I went to buy a cake for my gf then I went to Bob's house, to be finalyl driven to Caro's house where we celebrated her birthday "en famille". I taught her little sister how to play Simon Says and it was really cute :P

I got her David & Goliath Winter clothes as well as True Star perfume (which smells reallllllllllly good).

Then on Sunday I finally had a bit of time off, but I was exausted for the half the day, so I prepared myself to do some work on SPAMfighter. MSN broke down in the afternoon, so I got really really bored (and my gf wasn't anywhere I could find her), so I decided to go to Indigo and have a cofee with Nelly, whom I hadn't seen since the end of Sec5. After about 45 minutes, I went back home, and then I talked on the phone with my gf.

Monday I'm trying to organize everything up, since a lot of stuff is currently in a mess. ReactOS header change, new implementations, SPAMfighter, school, ugh. Because school was relax this week I permitted myself to delve deep in ReactOS stuff, then it conflicted with SPAMfighter, and now everything is messed up. So once again, I'll stop working on ReactOS for this week until SPAMfighter is ready...I did another one of those switchies where my motivation turns around, and now I'm motivated back to SPAMfighter. I don't have any homework due at school this week, so that's all right for now (plus the monday off rules, because tuesday is getting cancelled, and my tuesday sucks).

Anyways, I'm going to do some re-organization now... see y'all!

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Happy Birthday Caroline!

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[M]o.o.d: Birthday Mood
[L]i.s.t.e.n.i.n.g. [T].o: Rammstein - Amour
[S]t.u.p.i.d [T].h.i.n.g: None...
[S]m.a.r.t [T].h.i.n.g: Nice gifts for my gf.
[L]i.k.e.d: Going out with my gf.
[D]i.s.l.i.k.e.d: Not staying out late.
[G]o.o.d [C].l.a.s.s: Physics.
[B]a.d [C].l.a.s.s: None.
[M]: Yes. [T]: 1
[T]o.d.a.y's [M].e.s.s.a.g.e: "Vive le Ministere de l'EduQation!"
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Today was my girlfriend's birthday!!!

I went to school in the morning and after classes ended we both went to downtown. First stop was my house wher eshe picked up the gifts..then we went to chinatown to have some free bubbletea...then we went shopping a bit at Morning Glory and she bought some pens and a notepad. I also saw Tian there and talked with her for around a dozen minutes.

I had a horrible migraine this morning and I'm extremly tired so I will go to sleep early tonight.

I wanted to see a movie tomorrow with my gf but I don't think she'll want to because I finish at around 2PM. Oh well, hasn't been a perfect week anyways. Hope it will get better over the weekend.

BIg Day

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[M]o.o.d: 100% Wasted
[L]i.s.t.e.n.i.n.g. [T].o: Rammstein - Moskau
[S]t.u.p.i.d [T].h.i.n.g: None...
[S]m.a.r.t [T].h.i.n.g: Reactos Header Fix Implementation
[L]i.k.e.d: Getting all the work done.
[D]i.s.l.i.k.e.d: Walking all over the city to get it done.
[G]o.o.d [C].l.a.s.s: English, but was the only one.
[B]a.d [C].l.a.s.s: None.
[M]: Yes. [T]: 1
[T]o.d.a.y's [M].e.s.s.a.g.e: I have been out of the loop lately and reqire some thought before finding a new quote. Expect one tomorrow.
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Wow, today was certaintly a huge day.

I went to school till 11:30 today, after which I went back downtown to do a lot of work. First of all I went home to take some documents, then I took the 36 bus which took me from my house directly to 800 Place Square Victoria where I needed to submit them. After which I used the undergroudn tunnels to get to Peel, but first I made a stop at Bonaventure where I talked a bit with Sarah and took some cofee whose whipped cream gave me diarrhea.

I continued on with my trek and got to Peel, where I first went to Simons to get a gift(s) for my girlfriend. Then I went to La Baie to get the second gift, and on the way found something good for my dad too. While walking towards HMV to buy some CDs for my mom as well, I saw Podaru with his new asian girlfriend. Heh, some people don't change.

At HMV, I got the CDs my mom had asked me for, and finished my shopping for the day. I was completely broke. I finally walked home where I drank some juice. I still hadn't eaten anything because I had lost my lunch. I stayed home and my mother came at 5 and made some food.

Everythign else after was a normal day, as far as I can remember.

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Back from the grave

Well, I won't be posting the ALESH for today since it's been too long since my last blog, but I'm back to posting.

I got my 22inch screen and it's great...and yes, I did fail Biology, but I got a special waiver to do Bio I and II together next semester.

I'm also doing some heavy administrative work on ReactOS, and tomorrow I'll be back to SPAMfighter.